The place is crawling with 'em.....
I have these friends, Alan and Rhonda. Every time they invite me over they have a new single guy for me to meet. Alan works in the agricultural field, so they are always guys who work in the same field, very tough hard working guys...
Last Friday night, it was Andy. Nice, sort of quiet, kinda cute...He is a truck driver, hauls grain. Saturday night it was Paul (another Paul, go figure...) He's a big, burly, teddy bear sort of guy... he works at the local farmer's co-op. I really liked both of them... Hard as I try to cover it up, I still have that Kansas farm girl spirit that I was born into...LOL... I love men who are rough around the edges like these guys....
Seems I have men coming out of the woodwork now, but none of them seem quite right... none of them are Hawk - they all get compared to Hawk, and come up lacking.... *sigh*.
Oh well, men like him are once in a lifetime matches...
Anyway, Rhonda has suggested that she and Alan and Paul and I go out for dinner or something soon... should be fun...
Last Friday night, it was Andy. Nice, sort of quiet, kinda cute...He is a truck driver, hauls grain. Saturday night it was Paul (another Paul, go figure...) He's a big, burly, teddy bear sort of guy... he works at the local farmer's co-op. I really liked both of them... Hard as I try to cover it up, I still have that Kansas farm girl spirit that I was born into...LOL... I love men who are rough around the edges like these guys....
Seems I have men coming out of the woodwork now, but none of them seem quite right... none of them are Hawk - they all get compared to Hawk, and come up lacking.... *sigh*.
Oh well, men like him are once in a lifetime matches...
Anyway, Rhonda has suggested that she and Alan and Paul and I go out for dinner or something soon... should be fun...
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When Hawk and I were together, it was heaven on earth... it was the months in between phone calls that hurt...
By saying all these other guys aren't Hawk, I just mean that he was exactly the kind of man I am looking for... I can't find anyone as intelligent as he is, or as confident, or as mature... or with interests compatible with mine... not that a man would have to have all the same interests as I do, but something in common would be nice...*sigh*
And besides, none of the guys mentioned recently have been written off... but none of them are really what I want, although each one of them have one or two things that I really like about them... if I could just roll them all together into one man, he would be great....LOL...
Is it asking too much to want a highly intelligent, mature, responsible, well mannered, relatively good looking man who treats me well and has some of the same interests I do?? Is that wanting too much??? Is is being unfair to not go out with someone that I am not attracted to??
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